Partying with Mr.President!

Last night with a friend of mine went for couple of drinks in the city center, in one of the fancy caffee's. He is that kind of person, so he insisted on going there.

I dont really like that kind of places. High security, VIP people, expensive clothes, over priced drinks, cigars, Rolex's and Mercedes Benz parked in front of it. Well, all these things doesn't impress me. I tried not to look around, but the thing that grabbed my attention was seeing Mr. President of the country.

Great clothing, nice dark tan, classy hairstyle. He and his friends seemed like having a really good time(maybe drinking a little bit more:)

And not just simply cause i saw him there ( i've met him once before:), but by the fact that he was barely noticed by the rest of the people. No paparazzi, no attention, kind of being incognito.

Thats the advantage of living in such a small country like mine. You can party together with the President:)

Cant sleep!

Its 1:20 AM and i just cant sleep. I was craving to go to bed whole day, and now i am just turning around, million things go trough my mind. And these are hectic days. Too many things happening. Need to process them at some point. But not now...

charisma!

Do you think that charisma is something that you get from birth? Or its mixture or different skills that make you charismatic???

I always thought that charisma is something that you get with birth. Until now.

While doing some research for work, i ran into 43 points how to be charismatic. At first, i thought that its one of those bad advertisements, similar to those - lose 30kg in one month...

But when i started reading the things, got surprised. Among the most important things were the ability to listen people, and converse effectively with them - being really interested what they have to say and not your opinion. Other was the way to express your self, or the positive attitude that you have. Or the way that you treat people, or the openness towards people.

Came to conclusion that charisma is something that you learn trough live experience. You can have part of it with birth, but mostly you learn it.

And there are many examples around. An ex football player, who is millionaire now not by playing football, but by selling life insurance. And how charismatic is he. Something that he learned while selling life insurance. From being realy bad at the beggining, to being addorable. Now having trainings how to be good salesman.

PARTY!

Went partying tonight!

Couple of clubs, good friends, good music, lots of drinks, beautiful girls, dancing all night long.

Met a gorgeus nurse tonight. Absolutely beautiful. We should get together these days. Otherwise i will go to the hospital playing deadly hurt asking for her to treat me :))))) Until we go out :))))

hehehheheeh

A wisdom tooth!

Have you ever removed a wisdom tooth?

You know, its the one which grows around 20-25 years. We say that its wisdom tooth cause you are starting to become wiser ( or not green anymore as my parents say :) which i really doub that happens for some people during lifetime.

Well, mine its coming a little bit late(dont even think about that;), but better late then never, right?:)

I was in perfect health for some time now, so i said, yeah i'll take it out now. I can take that.

Since yesterday when i got it removed, my health is like roller coaster. My mouth sored, which is something that i expected. What i didnt expect is that i will get a sore troath too, and constant headacke, a small fever, huge back pain, even my feet and chort hurt . I think i am getting sick :P. I bared to stay at work and not leave earlier today. I said that i wont skip work for any reason.

I guess that this small wisdom tooth, was an important bolt/screw of the body. Take it out, and many things fall apart after. And i am trying to keep my shit together now, cause have lots of things to do this week still.

And since i love my work, its better to have positive approach, finish things first, and then rest for the weekend. Rather than take sick leave. And watch TV whole day....hmmm...the second one doesnt sounds that bad now when i read it... :) well, next time i'll do that then;)

Decisions!

Have you ever asked your friends how they see you in 5-10 years? Have you asked them what do they think about you now? How does that relate to your opinion?

I am in a period when i need to make a bunch of decisions. Set new goals. Make a more of a long term plan. At least something that i will strive for. From both, personal and professional point of view. Even that i wanted to delay some of them, some had to be made now.

Well, that made me kinda nervous... or lets call it anxious. And the best way for me to think and be certain that i made a good decision, is to talk to my close friends and family. While i talk to them, i realize many things. They somehow stretch my perception. Ether they reinforce my opinion, or they challenge me. Somethings that i never realized. A new 'Aha' moment. The last missing puzzle of the whole picture...

And after i know what i want, i can only focus on reaching it. The only way for me to give 110% and make it happen. After its not a matter of "if", but a matter of "when" and "how"...

Thanks to everyone that talked to me the last days... :)

Faith!

Do you believe in faith? Do you think that the universe can make conspiracy against or for you? Do you think that there are signs around you, that they make/help you reach a decision? Some unexpected click, an 'aha' moment that doesnt come from any rational thinking, rather from feeling...a hunch!

Do you think that some things are just meant to be?

Lately, i am facing this kind of surrounding. Some kind of weird signs are all around me. You can say that its weird coincidence. You can also say i'm crazy. However i think that its highly unlikely things to happen in that particular way or flow. Makes me think...Makes me question things. Why? Why now?

Was i not seeing the things till now, was i blind? Or maybe i interpret the things around me the way i like it without realizing it?

Do you think that life has given you a different kind of life-path, different experiences - good and bad, so in some way makes the next decision a reasonable next step?

Steve Jobs said : You cannot connect the dots in life looking forward, you can only do that looking backwards. A friend of mine, Shantanu has another great story about that.

Although i find this true, i feel that i must connect the dots looking forward. Cant leave faith to decide for me, however i must say that these signs are influencing me in big way...

Bubbles!

Many after a long and hard week or day have a different treat. Whole day in front of TV, sleeping, hiking, running, eating, chocolate or icecream.

For me its bubbles!

Hot bath, ice cold beer, aroma salts, good relaxing music in the back, bubbles. Just simly letting every cell, every muscle of the body to enjoy. Until the fingers puff up from the water. And a big smile covering the face...:)