Distracted!

How many times have you been sucked up an bubble called day to day life, that you cannot(read don't) find time for the things that you want?

Being busy often means focusing on the things that matter to you. Professionally. I graduated like a month ago, i started my masters in project management, changing jobs and looking for a new apartment to live. Needing a break from everything, i took some time off from everything.

And what did i do? I spent the time on many other things than the things that i love doing. And by some reason those things are time consuming, so i somehow got distracted again from the things that i love doing. In the last two months i played only twice tennis, i ran once, football once, i cant remember when was the last time i was fishing, travelling out of the scope, hiking - what was that, I left the book on half, had bubbles bath once.

But in contrary to that i have spent my free time on listening music home alone, partying, drinking, smoking, drinking coffees, doing nothing, meeting random friends, random conversations, playing computer games.

So i decided that i need plan and goals for personal life also. Its the only way to keep track on things. The only was to achieve my goals. And say no to people. Say no when they call you to do something that i don't feel like doing. And if i cant find anyone to go fishing with, i will go alone. Starting day after tomorrow.

Its raining tomorrow ;)

One last curtаin call!

I just came back from the main square. During the whole day there was a commemorative service there. Thousands of people just kept coming there. From 7 to 77 years old. Lighting up a candle for him, living their last note. Saying a silent prayer. One short look in their eyes and you will understand everything.

Never expected that everyone will react like this. The parliament and schools stopped working. At university the amphitheaters were covered in tears. In the administration silence. This was the only news today. No sport, no culture. Tomorrow is a national grief day.

Walking towards the square, i pass by many caffee's. Everyone of the 50 caffee's are playing only his songs. I couldn't stop the creeps running all over my body. And getting to the center of the square, everything there looked like one big sanctuary. With a huge poster of him in the center. With thousands of candles. And his songs in the background.



"Kid" with an angel voice. But its not his voice that people adore so much. Its his big heart that sets the rhythm of his music. An idol and example for all kids. Pure and innocent soul. Someone that makes you smile, even when you dont feel like it. People still refuse to believe that this has happened to him. Why to him?

I heard someone said that God is taking all the best people in his heavenly team. That now he is up there on the other side, and being happy. I also heard that people are praying and lighting up candles, like applause so he will come out on a curtain call(bis) one last time(that's what he usually does on his concerts).

Слушни ги, мајсторе, повторно те викаат на бис!

I wish he could see all this.

In Memoriam!

Macedonia is in shock. The biggest Macedonian star - the singer Toshe Proevski has died in car accident this morning.


He got killed in a car accident in Croatia. Died at age of 26.

Long time since i felt shocked and ...angry. He was a person who made i dont know how many humanitarian concerts, was singing for the kids, true Macedonian, without any scandal in his career. Pure and innocent soul. The only person that everyone liked. Everyone.



And now he is dead. So young. Like there werent enough bad people in the world, so this one had to be taken.

Rest in peace my friend.